Unsuccessful

Let me tell you about my life this summer.

• I went to school every day but I could probably only tell you little bits of information that I learned because I was graduating and didn't care at all about my life for those 5 weeks.
• I have gained too much weight because I don't know what is happening in my life.
• I got a new job which I adore but I don't know what will happen down the road because I don't know what is happening with my life.
• D.J. has all these crazy random sicknesses that ends up putting him in the hospital and having to go to IU doctors in Indianapolis, and all I can think about is what is this going to mean in our lives and I really don't know what is happening with my life.
• We are in the process of moving out on our own and I have all these goals of keeping our place clean and working out and cooking healthy meals but who knows what will happen, we will probably order pizza and I will watch television until midnight and wonder if this is what adulthood is like because I don't know what's happening with my life.
• My cat likes to jump up on the desk and sit right in front of my computer screen, possibly an attention seeking tactic that he learned watching D.J. play call of duty.
• All I want to do is write but I realize that I kind of suck at it and that is what I'm basing my future on and this really makes me feel like I don't know what's happening with my life.
• I waited most of my life to get to this point, I've graduated college and am now an adult with a real job, I've been married for almost a year, and I'm still waiting for my life to start.
• Kim Kardashian is dating Kanye West and he's gonna let her finish but really, all the awards should go to Kris Jenner.
• I feel like a blimp all the time. What has happened to me.
• Sometimes people forget about me, and sometimes that's okay because they should, so I can watch Netflix and go to bed early.
• Sometimes it's not okay because it happens all the time and honestly, I'm wondering if I should just invest in an invisibility cloak. James?
• I'm trying to get through "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman and I'm really struggling.
• I bought three books on Amazon and I chose them due to the fact that they are either classics or literary fiction and my snobbery has gotten out of control.
• I miss having a real relationship with one of my family members, who has disappeared.
• I'm truly scared of parallel parking.
• I wonder if I just signed myself up for a life of mediocrity.