Friday, April 22, 2011

We R Who We R

Today was relatively uneventful for the most part. I went to class, and then came home, and then went to CIO (Central Indiana Orthopedics) to check out my knee. They think it's my meniscus. Fantastic.
Then I wrote a paper.
Then I waited around.
Then I went out to eat with Emily, Cloe, Angel, and her friend Bethany.
Now I'm here.
Tyler is sleeping in his "old room" that now consists of all my stuff, ie., my desk and computer, bookshelves, mini fridge and microwave, tv...couch. So he's sleeping on the couch. I kinda feel bad that he doesn't have his bed to sleep on. But I have to live here for a few more years, and he doesn't, so I guess it's okay.
I've just been pissed off about friends not really being friends and instead being selfish assholes. After my wedding I'm distancing myself.  On purpose.
I swearrrr if Binx wakes me up early tomorrow I'm gonna throw him out the window. I feel bad because lately I feel like I've been abusive because I'll knock him off the bed, but he wakes me up so early in the morning doing stupid stuff that isn't necessary, even for a cat.
He likes to knead on my wicker side table, which is annoying and it is now all torn up. And he scratches my headboard to nothingness when he claws his way up to lay on it, even though he doesn't fit. Bluh.
I'm just annoyed in general.
But I had a good night with Emily, Cloe, Angel and her friend. I sat in the bar at Applebees for the first time and ordered my first drink in a restaurant. I felt very grown up.

That's all for now.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Back to the Habit

I need to get back in the habit of writing...habitually.
Did you see what I did there?

I think D.J. is ignoring my phone calls. And I can tell you that's not okay with me. He's probably not, he's probably busy doing something heroic, like saving a baby or something like that.

I'm slacking on my school work because it's like...a week til finals and I'm exhausted. But I have sooooo (oooo) many projects due next week that I really should do them now so I'm not stabbing myself in the temple with a sharp object by next Tuesday. Wait for it.

I got a dry erase board and all I can think about is how my handwriting will look when I'm teaching. It's messy. And I try real hard too.

I've been DVR'ing Ellen DeGeneres and part of me regrets it (like maybe .000001%) because I've been doing nothing but watching Ellen because I had like 10 on there. She's hilarious. I've also realized that I think Jamie Foxx and I would be great friends - he's hilarious. And also I think he was on speed when he was on there, because there's no way someone has that much energy.

I've also realized...and it's taking a lot for me to admit it...but I actually like Ke$ha. Not her really...just her music. It's catchy. Plus using James Van Der Beek was a good choice.
I keep scratching my new leather desk chair. Dammit.

I miss my Harlaxton friends. I don't like the fact that we have drifted. Or at least I have. It's not okay with me and I need to fix it.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhh